Lost Accounts.

     So yet again I had to make another google account. I never remember the ones I have made before so I probably have like 100 of them, floating around, unloved, neglected collecting dust and cobwebs and god knows what else. 

     I tried looking for a way to find all the sites you have EVER signed up for and sadly, nothing was found. *pouts*

     I have started making a habit of writing down everything I do do. I feel like I have dementia at times with the amount of things I forget. In 10 years time I can see myself being one of those people that have every item in their house categorised and labelled and with those coloured sticky post it notes on it.

*sighs*

I guess I will just keep looking on how to find those accounts. I will find what I am looking for one day......surely

My little rant

I've been around for quite some time now, I would say in my life I have seen, felt, done, experienced a lot of things.  I have always tried to live my life being true to who I am, honest to those I love and respectful of the people who surround me.  This can be said of those who have been in my life both online and offline, I have never felt the need to treat people online with less respect or care than I would any other person in my life.  Throughout my life I have been bullied, ridiculed, judged, insulted, abused, you name it...a lot of people have.  As I have grown older that type of treatment has diminished as we realise once we grow up that the way we treat each other when we are younger has a profound effect on each others lives as we grow up.  Today we have so many more ways in which to harm, bully and intimidate those around us and many people are taking advantage of this, continuing the behavior into their adult lives and continuing to have a negative impact upon people's lives.

It doesn't matter how old we grow, this type of behavior affects us in a profound and negative way.  We are causing depression, anxiety, panic, anger, fear and destroying each other emotionally and for what?  It takes a very messed up person to gain enjoyment from someone else's pain and anguish.  So these people really piss me off - but what pisses me off even more, is the type of person I have had the misfortune of running into lately; the coward who chooses not only to hurt someone in this way, but chooses to do so only when their target can not defend themselves.  If you're going to insult or abuse someone - have the integrity to stand behind your words and allow your target the right of reply, everyone has a right to defend themselves and depriving them of that right makes you a coward, not a man.  You wouldn't have to hide if the shit you were dribbling held any merit.

So grow up, think about the way your behavior affects the rest of the world and not just how it affects you.  Be a man, face the person you're bad mouthing and see if you then have the courage to say what you have to say.

Jo

Blah! Here goes!

So I finally decide to write something here after the constant "blog blog BLOG" comments from Jo :P  I still, in fact, have no idea what to write about. I am not as smart and witty as Jo nor can I use big extravagant words because honestly...I don't understand half of them -_-

Well I don't really need to introduce myself. Jo has done a wonderful job in doing that for the both of us! I like the fact she takes control. I am to forgetful to take on that kind of responsibility as well as trying to get up in the morning LOL.

Blah! Well I am pretty ordinary. My kids keep me on my toes, I never seem to stop cleaning (OCD much) I have a phobia of putting my hands in water, I love to draw and hang out with all the cool kids on Xbox. I am pretty shy and somewhat a prude but eh you either like me or you don't. If you don't I will probably have a cry about it and then eventually get over it after consuming 10 blocks of chocolate but whatever. :)

I am pretty much leaving this post now. I hope Jo is satisfied I made an appearance :P

Minecraft Experiment

Lately I have been rediscovering my love for Minecraft with a friend and we've been putting in a rather large number of hours into our worlds, building, mining, growing, blowing shit up....  So this begs the question, is there a point when you say ok STOP...too much Minecraft?  How do you know when that limit is reached?  I hear creepers everywhere where I go, around every dark corner.  I dream about Minecraft.  I sometimes look down and think I see myself wielding a pixelated cube or a pick axe.  Have I fallen down the Minecraft rabbit hole?  And more importantly, if I have - do I want to come out?

So aside from the obvious addiction, there's many other facets of the Minecraft world that you find yourself pondering, like the Minecraft relationship.  It's interesting that you find yourself in game, slipping into the same role you do in a normal relationship.  I've assumed my role - I prepare the food, tend the house, decorate and arrange the furniture, run errands when requested, feed the animals, etc.  He builds and maintains the house, mines, does the landscaping and hunting, protects me from the evil shit that tries to blow me up and runs to my rescue when I get lost in the dark.

So the way I live in Minecraft mimics the way I would live my life in a normal relationship.  This got me thinking - is Minecraft an ideal way to "road test" a partner?  Perhaps we should consider using Minecraft as a training ground for relationships?  Making every potential couple live together in a Minecraft world for a few weeks to see whether they are compatible?  Food for thought....  Or maybe I have thought about it too much lol.

Sleep, Sleep, where for art thou?

I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever sleep a full night again.  Time is limited and I honestly feel like we should add more hours into the day so I can fit in all of the gaming/housework I can.  Granted, I'm not actually doing any housework...but if I had another 8 hours in a day, maybe, just maybe, I would?

For the second day in a row I have shown up at work, looking like a zombie after a late night of COD.  My eyes are blurry, my head is woozy, I can't focus and my inner girl is coming out in a whiny tone and quivering lip!  So, why do some people seem to thrive on lack of sleep and some, like me, turn into a basket case?  Most people I know - especially males, tend to sleep 6-7hrs a night.  I feel like roadkill on less than 8 - and now on my second night of under 5hrs I am a mess.

The worst part is - it's Friday, so I am bound to stay up late, have a few drinks and play some xbox, putting me in bed probably close to 3am.  Yeah, stand back people and be nice...one criticism about my game play and I WILL have a cry.  As long as I don't turn into the high pitched annoying little biatches that I've been running into on xbox live late...I'll be ok.

Jo

Excuse the dust!

We're trying to settle in and keep moving the furniture, eventually we'll get it how we like it but being women we will move it a hundred times and eventually settle with where it was the first time.  So..who are we?  Well I'm Jo, she's Robyn.  We are friends that met on xbox and decided after a couple of years of chatting that we talk so much that we might as well punish the world as a whole.  We later realised that the world as a whole probably doesn't give a shit about what we have to say, but suck it up buttercup, we're saying it anyway.

I feel like Robyn should be doing some of this introduction, but I'm here and she's not.  She is currently sick - like not fully sick...just sick.  Hi Robyn *waves* hope you get better soon.  So more about us. Umm...we both have kids.  Not together, that'd be weird...I have one, she has some.  Our boys now play xbox together too.  We met playing MW3 and we now play Black Ops 2 together regularly, though I've been sucked back into the minecraft world lately and I've been pleading with her to join us....  She never joined me on Borderlands 2 for more than 5 minutes so I'm guessing she's going to flake out on me in minecraft as well >.<

What else...I'm in Brisbane, she's in WA.  Honestly I think that's about it! Now that I think about it, we're pretty uninteresting, so i have no idea what we are going to put here!  Time will tell...


Jo